feels great.

the ate cries.

guess what? I am starting to bond again (at last! After a very long time) with my sib. It’s just that I discovered lately that my brother Pao is really into poetry and short stories (ayon sa kanyang resume na nakita ko sa my documents.harhar). Yeah, I never did imagine that he will be engrossed in those things. Aside from that, he is really making his own poems and he composes his own songs! (I learned about this as I crept into their room: the boys’ blue room) Wow grabeh. And did I mention that he is the lead vocal of his band when he was in high school? Yeah, you bet it. The girls go ga-ga over him. crush ng bayan ang lolo mo. Well, I couldn’t be any prouder.

However, it’s not really that we “bond” and we do our own hobbies together. It’s just that finally (after a long period) we’re talking again (and yeah it means so much to me). He consults me again regarding some stuffs like “ate, san ka ba nakakakuha ng mga animated gif.?” Or “ate, sayo ba yung libro don yung black? Peram naman ako gusto kong basahin” or “ate, pwede bang mag-animate sa U-lead? Try mo nga ha”. Things like that. Things that may be petty to you but mean a lot to me.

Yes, I miss my brother so much although we’re still living in the same roof. You see, we’re really THIS CLOSE when we were still young (I mean mga elementary days). He used to be my first and ever playmate when we’re little, my buddy sa kainan, sa videoke, sa kalokohan, sa asaran, sa patintero, langit-lupa, ten-twenty etc. We used to do things together not until we reached – puberty (syet). Of course, I’ve grown ahead of him in the first place. We do not bond that often anymore since I’d rather spend my time with my tropa. After some time, he then followed. I just woke up one morning knowing that he is not the same buddy that I used to have. He would not talk to me about his crush, his assignments, his mga kahihiyan. He wouldn’t goof with me anymore. Until today.

Waaahh… what should I expect nga naman? Binata na ang utol ko. Mas matangkad na siya saken. Payat na siya at ang asarin siyang Bob (pasosyal term for baboy) ay isa ng error in perception. Vain na rin siya ngayon at mas matagal pa siyang maligo saken. Mas inaabuso na rin niya ang salamin kesa saken. Palagi na siyang may katelebabad sa cellphone. Palaging nagtetext o kaya nakikipag chat sa ym. Mahilig na rin siya sa porn. Hindi na siya madaldal. It’s just sad when you think about the way you used to be. The way you were. Huhuhu drama. But anyway, at least we’re showing some progress na. Finally, finally we’re talking again like other siblings do.

Ate ang tawag niya saken at ako naman kuya ang tawag ko sa kanya. Masaya lang.

thanksies!!!

this is from my friend ayeka. thank you dear, you're so thoughtful talaga! bawi ako sayo next time pramis! take care!

greetings of love. (naks)

happy birthday papa!!! i loooooove you!